Monday, June 22, 2009
i have moved like raii raii maybe temporary also :D
CLICK HERE
about two things made me happy today
Thursday, June 18, 2009
2 things made me happy today.
ONE
I AM SMARTER THAN THIS B-I-T-C-H.
and i just took this quiz to make me happy! HEEEEE
TWO
3rd October 2009!
muahhahaha
i know facebook quizzes are rubbish in their results sometimes but it still gives me motivation somehow i guess?
Labels: wheeee
sick.disgusted.annoyed.dissapointed
Friday, June 12, 2009
Oh, since a blog is somewhere where someone can express themselves.
THEN,
I have two things which i am pissed and angry about.
1) STUPID FUCKING MAN-WHORE
2) NON-STOP MIGRAINE ATTACKS
3) HAVING NO TIME TO COMPLETE EVERYTHING
NUMBER 1)
i am utterly disgusted and sick over the fact that my all time favourite soccer star is just making the wrong moves and putting himself into the wrong position. moving to Madrid and having a "hoo hah" with PARIS HILTON?!?!! omg! its so fucking sick.
tsk tsk i wonder what went wrong with him............tsk tsk
maybe he was just too drunk
AND i am fed up that i was so excited to go for the man utd asia tour because i was so looking forward in seeing my football star live in front of me. AND NOW!
KNN CCB! FUCCCCKKKKKKKK
ok i seriously don't know why i am like this but i am just pissed off. shit shit shit.
2 & 3)
Maybe somehow my migraine is linked to me not having time to do all my things. even my mum said that this particular lesson is taking too much of my time with the requirements! TSK TSK!
HAIYA!
and as of yesterday i hate bus number 10 for making me wait an hour just to arrive at my workplace. A FUCKING HOUR!
ARGHHHH!
WRONG THINGS! WRONG TIME!
CHEEEEBYEEEEEEEEEEEE
A little small talk, a smile and baby I was stuck
Monday, June 1, 2009
a two days one night trip to malacca was part fun and it should not be considered a break because we had to rush through everything. but the main purpose was of course to go for my cousin's who i never met in my life before wedding. and i was seriously being a blur block there and smiling and nodding my ass off throughout the whole 4 hours? haha! and i spotted my dad's first malaysian/malaccan twin.
and after visiting two of my cousins house i realized that the price that we paid for a flat here, is almost equal to a semi D with a bit more of land which can be used for SO MANY THINGS! but on second thought it won't tempt me. unless it happens to be a cold country or a country with four seasons then i would consider asking my mum to move there.
and ohmygosh the very first thing i did when i reached home was to throw my bag and run to the living room and switched on my mac. i sooo can't live without my macbook/ipod.
ok enough! i should now get back to work and start crafting and desigining. :D
hush hush
Thursday, May 28, 2009
i am just so emotional and so sick and tired of my life.
and i should say that i actually have no life because 90 percent of it is already taken up by school and fyp's.
shit.shit.shit.shit
and the visit to the doctor's yesterday confirmed my migrane suspisions.
and the loss of manchester united HAH!
but at least a better team won rather than having a competition with another dumb lousy team :D
but on the brighter side, i am going to see them on the 18th and i am really excited about it! WOOO! :D
and mid term assesment has passed and the relief is wonderful.
and now i just need to wait for months before i get out of this hectic life.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
looking on the brighter side, 2 weeks of holidays next week
WITH A JAM PACKED FULL SCHEDULE OF ASSIGNMENTS AND MORE MIGRANE ATTACKS! :D
This is the correlation of salvation and love
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
This is the correlation of salvation and love
that is just the one line which i just keep singing and reminding myself. The thought of just being alone is super haunting me and its really scaring alone.
i just feel like sometimes i am born into a totally different world.
its so weird that when you try to talk and communicate but no one's there to listen.
Everybody's busy with the other. When i talk i feel like the wall is just bouncing my words back to me. And i even feel that my name is not what it really is. Secrets one by one i got to know time by time, information that i should know are just kept away from me. I am just going crazy living in my own world. depression is so haunting me again. maybe its time it came back again and then i would wake up and get stronger..................
i so hate the fact that i keep seeing you but then it get annoying to a point that when you're there i ignore you but when you are away i find you.
i hate all the shit that is coming to me all at one go!
shitshitshitshitshit
as-if-having-a-migrane-helps-to-lessen-my-burden.
i need to get a life and own a life.
oh please please please
bangishootmyselfrightintheface
Monday, May 18, 2009
ijustpracticallyshootmyselfrightintheheadorshallijustsaymybloodystomachwhichishurtinglikeabitchrightnow.
and just during the weekends i really had weird dreams and encounters.
i actually dream that one of my "flings" was going to get married and in the end i stopped the wedding and we ended up together? how ironic is that? and the next was me and my sis competing on which F4 member is best for you yesterday and mine was yijeong and suddenly when i took it again i got goo junpyo. And dreamed of him yesterday night! OMG! what is happening to me in my dreams? they are just becoming weirder day by day.
And for today i skipped class. And i was so enthusisatic about the fyp meeting that was suppose to happen after school but then when i reached the 168 busstop it got cancelled! hahahah! a big "PADAN MUKA AKU" to my face. But luckily my sis was there as my savior. WHEEEEEEE!
and masissupertemptingmetoskipclassagaintomorrow! OHTIDAKKKKK! and i so love typing without spacings.
:D
andnowiwantsomethingohsomagicaltohapppentomylife.
pleasepleaseletithappennow.
ok?
